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Johnny Rayflo ([personal profile] not_heavens_adam) wrote2012-07-24 12:08 am
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Charley's good-bye letter. | Madison's good-bye letter


Master,

It shouldn't have taken you long to find this, and if you have, I've somehow found a way out. I cannot tell you how. Even why. But I thought it best to prepare...something in the event I disappeared.

I know that I haven't been just in my actions lately. I have not seen you, like I should. I have not confided in you. We constantly avoid each other, and I'm not sure if it's out of habit or necessity that it has continued the way it has. I know what you must think of me, and I want to assure you that it's not true.

I could never hate you.

If anything, I'm already lost to the hate I feel for myself and for what it is I've become. I'm drowning, and no one would accept someone like me no matter how much I try to redeem myself. Perhaps it's good that I've gone first without you. There are only so many reasons to continue on.

Anyway.

Please give my regards to Miss Maddie and tell her I'm happy to have known her. If there is anything that I have, the both of you are more than welcome to it. All I ask is that you keep this letter and remember me. I pray that you take care of yourself in my absence.


Sincerely Yours,

Charley

PS. Don't be reckless. I love you. I'll be waiting.


Johnny,

If this letter reaches you, I've already left the city and whatever world this place is. Maybe I've gone back home, I don't know for sure. All I can say is thank you for being there when things got a little crazy, even when I'm the one who thinks otherwise.

I'm pretty bad when it comes to saying goodbyes, the idea really makes me nervous and I never had to think about it before.

Try and take care of yourself, ok? You're a good person no matter what anyone else says. And yes, I said person because I don't care about the vampire part of you. I see Johnny, that weirdo guy who has the nasty habit of using innuendos and having me actually throw garlic at you. By the way, that's still funny.

I'll miss you no matter what happens, memories gone or not, it won't matter. You'll be my friend even if we're worlds apart.

Take care,

Madison